Can’t help but cry and get emotional whenever I hear this song…such a beautiful song.
“Truly, reading is a lov…
“Truly, reading is a love affair. There is just so much wonder in being able to sit still in a corner of the world with a book in hand, waiting for it to take your breath away, sweep you off your feet, and bring you to new heights and destinations- geographical, mental, and spiritual – that you may have never ever dared to imagine.”-rica bonifacio
goobye,,, dont cry,,,smile,,,
a line from one of the songs in a famous koreanovela that i am currently watching..City Hunter. As I ponder on the character of Lee Min Ho (City Hunter) who struggles between doing justice to his father while protecting his love one from all the bad persons in his life. I cant help but compare my current status. I love someone and I dont think I am capable of finding another true love like him who loved me unconditionally and accepted me as I am. But the problem is me, all about me thats the reason why its better to say goodbye, dont cry and smile that to be with someone you love and destroy and hurt others. He may not understand it, but someday, sometime.<3
FB world
Life is so different nowdays.technology is so fast that you got to have all the gadgets to keep up with all your social network friends. If you dont have a FB account nowdays you are so out!
Facebook makes you connect with your friends from elementary, high school, college and even grad school.
It makes you updated with the latest happening in their respective lives including what they ate for snacks and the even the picture of their newly renovated CR!duh, so much for making your private life public!
Facebook gives you the passport to the latest news including who among your friends is already engaged, separated or single…..makes me forget that KC and Piolo broke up recently because Im busy following my friends life.
Facebook brings you all the positive and good news.I dont remember my friends posting a shoutout with the words ” Im so depressed and sad today because Im going to work tomorrow!”
So much for my FB world!
Thoughts on leaving….
I will surely miss you, but I doubt if you will miss me.
We need each other because we tried to fill the emptiness of our hearts.
We are tired from the world, but the excitement keeps us going.
Intellectual stimulation gives us an adrenaline rush
Why I hate my job?
Why I hate my job?
- Children hated me. The moment they saw me with my white blazer on, they started to cling to their mothers as if im going to suck their blood and eventually started to cry. The mere presence of mine sends terror and fear from children
- Skip meals. From the moment I skip breakfast lunch will surely follow and I end up pigging out at dinner time which makes me gain few pounds during my residency. And sometimes medreps would give you all the free food and invite you for dinner making you gain weight
- .Lack of sleep. I used to tell my friends that if there is a job that will pay you for sleeping I will gladly quit and apply. I could sleep with my stomach empty. However because of my job, sleep is a sleep I cant afford anymore!
- Nobody wants to be a pediatrician any more. Everybody wants to live a life of comfort and avoid the drama of going through residency. We are the Last of the Mohicans.Poor us even if we are already seniors we do the wards call and rounds.
- I’m always absent during family affairs. Most of the time, I could not be on the important event of my family and relatives because I’m on duty and end up taking care of other people and not being with the ones I love.
what i miss
I miss my freedom..freedom to do what I want to do and when to do it. I miss the freedom that the children have. All they got to do is eat, sleep and play. they don’t have to go through the hectic schedules, skipping meals to finish work, working late night up to early mornings doing rounds and finishing work that never ends but gets more and more after your done with one.
I miss doing nothing..The kind that you have to just sit on the beach, gaze the horizons with the scorching sun and thinking of nothing..Oh I love it..
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